October 28, 2008
We are watching the leaves depart from the branches at a furious rate now, as winds have picked up and temperatures have gone below freezing. Alphie’s chocolate coat is particularly suited to the color palette of our pasture and woods, and he is always eager to lead us on the familiar paths as he appears to find new and interesting scents every time we go forth.
After setting forth my lovely Commandments, I commenced to break them across the weekend. Flu germs came happily into my beleaguered system to join the entrenched lung thing (which causes me to cough with those extended wheezes that one might hear from someone who has smoked unfiltered cigarettes for a lifetime) and it was too much. I sat down on the bridge over our stream and cried in dismay, frustration and despair while Alphie sat nearby looking sad and worried. Admittedly, he has that same look when he is not sure whether we will invite him along in the car, or when he is thinking that a treat should arrive, but it is a most sympathetic look nonetheless. Now, a few days later, I am past the flu part, but the cough goes on. My empathy toward asthmatics has increased a thousandfold
in the last days, and my dearest hope is that this too will pass.